Lamentation 3:22 - 23
22 Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.

Ya, this is the starting verse last sat. As i read this a few time, i'm reallie inspire but God's great love... but as his child, i deny his love most of the time.. I reallie easily affected by things around me, emotionly, physically, spiritually.. why do i have so much "weakness"? I run away from lots of things, give excuses and stuff like tat... When things i can't overcome or i stumble i will called them my "weakness", reallie feel like a weakling... Why God created me so complicated!?

Begin to hate myself, yet there is many things i know that keeps me going with God.. In fact the creation of Man was perhaps the most pleasing thing God have ever done.. but why i ain't been grateful to God? -*special- Really not used to all this upcoming event and sch work.. STRESS!!! ! ! ! .. but also very glad i have this little corner of my to SHOUT AND SCREAM!

Juz speak to a "bro" during the -*special-, ya "he" kinda straighten my thoughs.. U guys might be think, wah, Joel like tat one arhz.. weak sia.. Ya, i imprefect! I'm proud to say this too.. Wad u expect? i only 1year plus Christian.. still growing hor.. dun care abt so much.. i will take my time.. no use rushing into solution, overcome them are better! Yeah, i perfer to be a honest man (hard to believe rite!)... who cares abt those hypocrite in sch... THEY ARE NONE OF MY BUSINESS!

Lamentation 3:24 - 25
24 I say to myself," The Lord is my portion;
therefore i will wait for him."
25 The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him;


Much better liao, after resolving so many things with God (God so paitent sia).. Kinda lots and up and down's in this entry .. haha.. who cares? i'm who i am.. God love me for who i am.. the most important is i am young! wahaha =)

Lamentation 3:27
27 It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young.